Bittersweet

In my Hallucination
I saw my Beloved’s flower garden
In my vertigo
In my dizziness
In my drunken haze whirling and dancing like a spinning wheel
I saw myself
as the source of existence
I was there in the beginning and I was the spirit of love
Now I am sober
There is only the hangover and the memory of love And only the sorrow
I yearn for happiness I ask for help
I want mercy
And my love says
Look at me and hear me because I’m here just for that
I am your moon
and your moonlight too
 I am your flower garden and your water too
I have come all this way eager for you
without shoes or shawl
I want to laugh
to kill all your worries to love you
to nourish you
Oh Sweet Bitterness!
I will soothe you and heal you
I will bring you roses
I too have been covered with thorns